A New Beginning.

I've decided to learn how to meditate. I know it sounds a bit 'other world' and out there but I really need to learn to chill out and stay calm. I've also decided to start practising hatha yoga and have emailed a teacher local to me to find out some infromation on it. I need to be careful because I have torn ligaments in my lower back and I don't want to make the problem worse.
Next week I begin my 'busy time'! Have three days work expreience at the BBC in Birmingham and then it's off to London for two weeks work experience at Now magazine. I'm really excited about going, everything I am going to learn and making a good impression - I'm not finishing that sentence with 'hopefully' because my New Years resolution is to be more positive! If I'm being honest, I am a little daunted by it all. I am going to miss my boyfriend like crazy and will cry my eyes out when he leaves me to get the train home on my first day.I'm confident experiencing this will make me stronger though - and give him a chance to play on his X-Box! Living in London for two weeks on my own is going to be an amazing experience and I will learn a great deal about myself. I plan to sort my mind out while I am there. By that I mean clear away all of the worry and tension that is floating around in there now and become more confident in myself. I am going to return home as a new person - confident, happier and, most importantly, calm.